April 2012
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March 2012
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Anonymous asked: Selfishly, Did you ever learn the chords to "Wonderin'"? I've been looking for them online and cannot find them anywhere...
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February 2012
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drowning
sugarspell-it-out:
love i am alone, and love it has been long
but dear, oh dear, here we are, again or for the first time, we are
we are tired and we are whining but
we are in love.
and love, we do not have to be alone
we do not.
we do not have to fight the battle of the world ourselves
and why, why would we
if we could be a team
and fight together
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If you would, I could.
I am not the person you fall in love with, though you do love me. I am not the person you spend time with, though you do miss me. I am not the person you speak to, though I do listen. What if you would let me, allow me. What if I could show you, persuade you. It may not be forever, but it should be now. A moment in time may turn into our entire life. It may end any moment, but it will have lasted...
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January 2012
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Nothing fine about Schurman Fine Papers.
Days like today, which let’s face it. Are most days whilst working at American Greetings. I’ve had exactly 10 customers since opening at 11:00 AM. (It is now 2:18 PM, and I’m on the work computer browsing facebook, tumblr, and catching up on blog posts from people I admire). I can’t help but wonder if working here is worth the sacrifice I make, allotting forty hours of my...
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“Depression be like a bruise that never goes away. A bruise in your mind. You just got to be careful not to touch where it hurts. It always be there, though.” The Marriage Plot - Jeffrey Eugenides, p.260 Honestly, there is far too much I need to write. It’s taking an exuberant amount of effort to restrain myself from doing so. To save myself from embarrassment. To just fall...
Remember when I purchased my ukulele with my rewards points? Unfortunately, I’ve not made nearly as much effort as I had hoped in learning it.
I am setting high goals and not going to let myself fail. By the end of 2012 I would like to be a uke master and sing cute songs with my cute face to cute people.
Now, whether this means I have to coerce someone into teaching me this instrument...
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December 2011
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Not an eventful post, considering my absence.
The holiday season is over. I no longer will be working 5am-12:30am. Things I have rediscovered/learned:
How did I ever quit smoking while I was with Michele?
Why do I work in retail?
I can survive without anti depressants / anti anxiety medication.
I need to start eating properly.
When will I ever finish Dragon Quest: Sentinels of the Starry Skies?!
My jawline is superb.
As well as my...
urexgirlfriend asked: you are so beautiful
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Building self-esteem, for dummies (who aren't...
My coworker Courtney (who is working on the Bordentown Starbucks “Confidence” Project with me) had asked me within the first week we met if I had always felt confident, or something along that line. No. No way. However, this is how I got to where I am at this moment in time. You’re not born hating yourself, how you look, act, etc. You tell yourself things as you start aging,...
Time Management.
I’d like to think I have a lot of pretty decent qualities. Managing the time I have is not one of them. To be more clear, managing my personal time is not one of them. I think it would be a good idea to make it one of my resolutions for 2012. (Coming back to this, it reminds me of something Chelsea once wrote about resolutions, and how people shouldn’t wait until a new year to do...
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Bordentown Starbucks : Confidence Project
A fellow coworker (Courtney) and I wanted to write poems about things we love about ourselves. Then she suggested that everyone that works at the Bordentown Starbucks should get in on it, and we could make a book. We also will all have to make an art piece to go along with our poem. I’m so excited for this project, and I hope everyone participates. I’m a huge self-confidence activist...
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November 2011
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What A Voice Really Says.
Someone I used to be fairly close to saw me while I was working at American Greetings a few days ago, they told me how much different I was while I was at work as opposed to when I’m not. I’m generally always curious about how people perceive me, so I asked what they meant. She proceeded to tell me how my voice and presence changes. Apparently I seem happier and my voice sounds more...
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amintamelphomenemolly asked: Im jealous of your beauty.